I don't wanna be the girl
who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never
wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call
at 4 o'clock in the mornin'
'Cause I'm the only one
you know in the world
that won't be home
Ah the sun is blindin'
I stayed up again
Oh I am findin'
that's not the way
I want my story to end
I'm safe up high
Nothin' can touch me
but why do I feel
this party's over
No pain inside
You're my protection
How do I feel
this good sober
I don't wanna be
the girl who has
to fill the silence
The quiet scares me
'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me
that we had that conversation
I won't remember
save your breath
'cause what's the use
Ah the night is callin'
and it whispers
to me softly come and play
Ah I am fallin'
and if I let myself go
I'm the only one to blame
And I'm safe up high
Nothin' can touch me
but why do I feel
this party's over
No pain inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel
this good sober
I'm comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' 'round
Spinnin' 'round
Spinnin' 'round
Lookin' for myself sober
I'm comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' 'round
Spinnin' 'round
Spinnin' 'round
Lookin' for myself sober
When it's good
then it's good
it's so good
'til it goes bad
'Til you're trying to find
the you that you once had
I have heard myself
cry never again
Broken down in agony
just tryin' find a friend
Oh
Oh
And I'm safe up high
Nothin' can touch me
but why do I feel
this party's over
No pain inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel
this good sober
And I'm safe up high
Nothin' can touch me
but why do I feel
this party's over
No pain inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel
this good sober