I wanna run away
Don't wanna lie
I don't want a life
Send me a gun
And I'll see the sun
I'd rather run away
Don't wanna lie
I don't want a life
Send me a gun
And I'll see the sun
You need an instant ease
From the life
where you got plenty
Of every hurt and heartbreak
You just take it all to the face
I know that you want to cry
But it's much more to life
than dyin'
Over your past mistakes
And people who threw dirt
on your name
Since ten
I've been feelin' lonely
Had friends
But they was pickin' on me
Always thinkin'
Why my lips so big
Was I too dark
Can they sense my fears
These gay thoughts would
always haunt me
I prayed God would take it
from me
It's hard
for you when you're fightin'
And nobody
knows it when you're silent
I'd be by the phone
Stannin' Nicki mornin'
into dawn
Only place I felt like I belonged
Strangers make you feel
so loved you know
And I'm happy by the way
that I made that jump
That leap of faith
I'm happy that it all
worked out for me
I'm-a make my fans
so proud of me oh
I wanna run away
Don't wanna lie
I don't want a life
Send me a gun
And I'll see the sun
I'd rather run away
Don't wanna lie
I don't want a life
Send me a gun
And I'll see the sun
You need an instant ease
From the life
where you got plenty
Of every hurt and heartbreak
You just take it all to the face
I know that you want to cry
But it's much more to
life than dyin'
Over your past mistakes
And people who threw dirt
on your name
Ha ah ah
Ha ah ah
Mm mm ah ah ah