I fell asleep
last Saturday
underneath polluted
skies I walked alone
on those Jersey nights
and I
saw the boardwalk
start to fall
The emptiness
starts to drown
the quiet corners
of this town and I
late last night
I made my plans
it was the only thing
I felt I could do
Said goodbye
to my best friend
sometimes
there's no one left
to tell you the truth
It's gonna kill me
the rest of my life
let me apologize
while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face
all of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me
for the rest of my life
This is my all time low
somehow it feels
so familiar
somehow it seems
so familiar
I feel like letting go
and every second
that goes by
I'm screaming out
for a second try
Said goodbye
to my best friend
sometimes
there's no one left
to tell me the truth
It's gonna kill me
the rest of my life
let me apologize
while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face
all of my past mistakes
I've got to live with
them the rest of my life
This is the mess
I've made
these are the words
I can't erase
This is my life support
shutting down
for the final time
and it twists
like a blade
and kills me
for the rest of my life
If you won't forgive me
the rest of my life
let me apologize
while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face
all of my past mistakes
it's gonna kill me
for the rest of my life
it's gonna kill me
for the rest of my life
it's gonna kill me
for the rest of my life