I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing
that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it
all away
But I remember
everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
goes away
in the end
And you can have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
Beneath the
stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
And you can have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would fi....nd
a wa..........y
ooooooh
I will find a way