You can see the pain
in my laugh
Demons comin' back
from the past
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse
Voices in my head
All I can hear them say
is everyone wants me dead
Chick I'm already dead
I've been dead for years
I've been takin' medicine again
Henny mix it with the Vicodin
All my sufferin'
is really gettin' under my skin
Maybe I should try to
pray again
Try to wash away my sins
I know that they not my friends
But I'm friends with the
drugs again
Lost my heart
Lost it all
So much drama
Hold the applause
She's like a soap opera
Straight downfalls
Nightmares on the cellphone
Late-night calls
Lost my heart
Lost it all
So much drama
Hold the applause
No soap opera
Straight downfalls
Listen to the nightmares call
You can see the pain
in my laugh
Demons comin' back
from the past
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse
Voices in my head
All I can hear them say
is everyone wants me dead
Chick I'm already dead
I've been dead for years
You can see the pain
in my laugh
Demons comin' back
from the past
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse
Voices in my head
All I can hear them say
is everyone wants me dead
Chick I'm already dead
I've been dead for years
Have you ever been so alone
That nobody's house
feels like home
I've been runnin' out of
drugs and hope
I don't even got a plug
no more
Have you ever been so alone
That you don't know what to
feel no more
Ain't no reachin' for the
pills no more
One more and you're
on the floor
I know that I didn't stand
a chance
I don't think I'll ever
live again
I'm only here by
popular demand
I'm stayin' alive for the fans
Lost my heart
Lost it all
So much drama
Hold the applause
No soap opera
Straight downfalls
Listen to the nightmares call
You can see the pain
in my laugh
Demons comin' back
from the past
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse
Voices in my head
All I can hear them say
is everyone wants me dead
Chick I'm already dead
I've been dead for years
You can see the pain
in my laugh
Demons comin' back
from the past
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse
Voices in my head
All I can hear them say
is everyone wants me dead
Chick I'm already dead
I've been dead for years