This is a crisis
I knew had to come
destroying the balance
I'd kept
Doubting unsettling
and turning around
wondering what will
come next
Is this the role
that you wanted
to live
I was foolish
to ask for so much
Without the protection
and infancy's guard
it all falls apart
at first touch
Watching the reel
as it comes to a close
brutally taking it's time
People who change for
no reason at all
it's happening
all of the time
Can I go on with this
train of events
disturbing and purging
my mind
Back out of my duties
when all's said and done
I know that
I'll lose every time
Moving along in our
God given ways
Safety is sat
by the fire
Sanctuary from these
feverish smiles
left with a mark
on the door
Is this the gift that I
wanted to give
Forgive and forgets
what they teach
or pass through
the deserts
and wastelands once more
and watch as they drown
by the beach
This is the crisis
I knew had to come
destroying the balance
I'd kept
Turning around
to the next set of lives
wondering what will
come next