So tired tryna see
from behind the red
in my eyes
No better version of me
I could pretend
to be tonight
So deep in this swill
with the most
familiar swine
for reasons
wretched and divine
She blows
out of nowhere
roman candle of the wild
Laughing away through
my feeble disguise
No other version of me
I would rather
to be tonight
Lord she found me
just in time
'cause with my
mid-youth crisis
all said and done
I need to be
youthfully felt
'cause God I never
felt young
She's gonna save me
call me baby
run her hands
through my hair
She'll know me crazy
soothe me daily
bet er et he would 't c
We'll steal her Lexus
be detectives
ride round
pickin' up clues
We'll name our children
Jackie and Wilson
raise 'em on
rhythm and blues
Lord it'd be great
to find a place
we could escape
some time
Me and my isis
growing black Irises
in the sunshine
Every version of me
dead and buried
in the yard outside
Sit back and
watch the world go by
Happy to lie back
watch it burn and rust
we tried to work
good God it wasn't for us
She's gonna save me
call me baby
run her hands
through my hair
She'll know me crazy
soothe me daily
but yet she wouldn't care
We'll steal her Lexus
be detectives
ride round
pickin' up clues
We'll name our children
Jackie and Wilson
raise 'em on
rhythm and blues
Cut clean from
the dream that night
let my mind reset
Looking up
from the cigarette
she's already left
Start digging up the yard
for what's left of me
and our little vignette
For whatever pour soul
is coming next
She's gonna save me
call me baby
run her hands
through my hair
She'll know me crazy
soothe me daily
but yet she wouldn't care
We'll steal her Lexus
be detectives
ride round
pickin' up clues
We'll name our children
Jackie and Wilson
raise 'em on
rhythm and blues