I got wasted
'cause I didn't wanna deal
with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned
until I feel alright
And I keep drinkin'
till I'm someone
I don't recognize
I got wasted
I got wasted
'cause I didn't wanna deal
with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned
until I feel alright
I keep drinkin'
'til I'm someone
I don't recognize
I got wasted
I've got a lot on my mind
Sometimes I wish
I could drink and just die
All these problems
got me losing my mind
Give me that Henny
with Molly on top
I've been criticized
I've been traumatized
My little happiness
I just fantasize
I listen to your words
even though they're lies
The little time
we spent cut me deep inside
Been drowning in my thoughts
every day and night
I stare at the ceiling
pray it's gonna be alright
Around people
I feel so uncomfortable
Look at the ones I love
I'm not the one for you
I push the people
that love me away from me
I don't know what's this
that's inside of me
But one day
I will face reality
That'll be the end of me
I'm going insane
I feel like everything
I do is in vain
I'm shedding my tears
and I'm feeling my pain
I'm praying that one day
I will be okay
I stare at the bottle
all I feel is doubt
I'm doubting if
I will ever make it out
Been looking for a way
for me to go round
But we are in life
we'll never make it out alive
I got wasted
'cause I didn't wanna deal
with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned
until I feel alright
And I keep drinking
'til I'm someone
I don't recognize
I got wasted
I got wasted
'cause I didn't wanna deal
with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned
until I feel alright
I keep drinking
'til I'm someone
I don't recognize
I got wasted
Lord I've got a question
Why am I here
Is there a reason
then tell me
I've tried to leave
so many times
I just put the pain
in the music now
God help me
I hope you listening now
I need help
I'm tryna get out of this hell
To the ones that love me
I'm wishing you well
I'm scared
and I know
I'm not doing well
But when you ask me
I say I'm doing well
It's not my fault
I don't know how to talk
How to explain
How to express myself
in front of the people I love
So I keep it hidden
Hope I'm forgiven
I pray that God sees me
I pray He hears me
Misery agony
help me I am suffering
My life is in jeopardy
Lord save me
from this pain I feel
Demons in my heart
Heart is cold as ice
And in my closet
demons locked inside
I act like everything's alright
But deep down
I be dying inside
Screaming and crying
for help in my head
But I put on a smile
Everyone thinks I'm fine
I'm fine
I'm drunk I'm drunk
drunk on the pain
Hold me and tell me
that I'll be okay
I go outside
and I stand in the rain
And pray that
it wash all the pains away
Sometimes I wish
I can fade away
I wish
I can get out
of everyone's way
Maybe I'll go out
and get lost in space
Then maybe I'll be okay
maybe I'll be okay
I got wasted
'cause I didn't wanna deal
with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned
until I feel alright
And I keep drinking
'till I'm someone
I don't recognize
I got wasted
I got wasted
'cause I didn't wanna deal
with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned
until I feel alright
I keep drinking
'til I'm someone
I don't recognize
I got wasted