Home alone
trying not to eat
distract myself
with pornography
I hate the way
she looks at me
I can't stand the dialogue
she would never be
that satisfied
it's a male fantasy
I'm going back
to therapy
'Cause I loved you then
and I love you now
and I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know
when nobody else
comes around
If I'm getting over you
or just pretending to
be alright
convince myself
I... hate you
I got a call from a girl
I used to know
we were inseparable
years ago
thought we'd get along
but it wasn't so
And it's all I think about
when I'm
behind the wheel
I worry this is how
I'm always gonna feel
But nothing lasts
I know the deal
But I loved you then
and I love you now
and I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know
when nobody else
comes around
If I'm getting over you
or just pretending to
be alright
convince myself
I... hate you
Can't get over you
no matter what I... do
I know I should
but I could never
hate you