Longed for a life
that's different from this
No one around me
knows I exist
It's like I have no mouth
but I must scream
Can't open my eyes
I'm stuck in this dream
All alone
Lost in the dark
I hold out my hand
I can't hold myself
so nobody can
in my head
It's like I'm trapped
in a circle of hate
surrounded by strangers
I can't escape
Weighing me down
making me break
I really don't know
how much I can take
Faceless nobody
That's all I'll
ever be
Endless misery
I am my
own enemy
How did I get here
Why can't I leave
Left all alone
heart on my sleeve
Time stands still
and it's just me
try to inhale but
I cannot breathe
I'm so cold
Can't stop what
I am within
forcing myself to
smile again
I'm so weak
So close but so far away
trapped in a place
that I can't escape
Completely just full
of nothing but hate
I really don't know
how much that I can take
Faceless nobody
That's all I'll
ever be
Endless misery
I am my
own enemy
Nightmares
consuming me
I just want to
be released
Frozen I can't
feel a thing
Every thought in my head
is fucking suffering
Was it worth it
Was everything worth it
Where do I go from here
I should disappear
So close but so far away
I'm not okay
I'm not worthless
I made a promise
to break this cage
If I'm being honest
I am afraid
Go away
So tired of this
mental cloud
Save me
It's taking over
I'm so afraid
I am my own enemy