How have I come to this
How did I slip and fall
How did I throw
Half a lifetime away
Without any thought at all
This should have been my time
lt's over, it never began
I closed my eyes to
So much for so long
And I no longer can
I try to blame it on fortune
Some kind of shift in a star
But I know the truth
And it haunts me
lt's flown just a little too far
I know the truth and it mocks me
I know the truth and it shocks me
lt's flown just a little too far
Why do I want him still?
Why when there's nothing there?
How to go on with the rest of my life
To pretend I don't care
This should've been my time
lt's over- lt never began
I closed my eyes to
So much for so long
And I no longer can
I try to blame it on fortune
Some kind of twist in my fate
But I know the truth
And it haunts me
I learned it a little too late
Oh, I know the truth
And it mocks me
I know the truth and it shocks me
I learned it a little too late