I know that
I'm no saint
My head is in the clouds
They called you
a mistake
But I still
I still say your name
out loud
They called me
a stupid girl
Just like my mom
Too many men passed
through my arms
At seventeen I looked
into your eyes
Knew I could never
comfort your cries
Every April still
reminds me of you
The child I never knew
My lullaby in blue
It all goes by so fast
How lovely you must be
Why you've reached
the age at last
that I was
when your daddy
lived with me
How I wish we could
meet somewhere
Talk it through
There is so much
I would say to you
There are others
I'm not alone
A younger brother
you never knew
And a baby girl who so
reminds me of you
The child I never knew
My lullaby in blue
As the years go by
try not to think
of us sadly
Believe it if you can
I want to see you
so badly
On your birthday
Mama's thinking of you
The child I never knew
My lullaby in blue
My lullaby in blue
My lullaby