I know you're somewhere somewhere
I've been trapped in my mind
girl just holding on
I don't wanna pretend
we're something while we're nothing
I've been stuck
thinking 'bout her
I can't hold on
I'm in pain
wanna put ten shots
in my brain
I've been trippin'
'bout some things
can't change
Suicidal same time I'm tame
Picture this in bed
get a phone call
Girl that you fucked with
killed herself
That was this summer
and nobody helped
And ever since then
man I hate myself
Wanna fuckin' end it
Pessimistic
All wanna see me
with no pot to piss in
But n###as been excited
'bout the grave I'm diggin'
Havin' conversations
about my haste decisions
Fuckin' sickenin'
At the same time
memory surfaced through the grapevine
'Bout my uncle playin'
with a slipknot
Post traumatic stress
got me fucked up
Been fucked up
since a couple months
they had a n###a locked up
I'll be feelin' pain
just to hold on
And I don't feel the same
I'm so numb
I be feelin' pain
I be feelin' pain
just to hold on
And I don't feel the same
I'm so numb
I know you so well
I know you well
I mean I can do anythin'
I can do he can
I've been pretty
I know you so well