All the times
I have laid in your life
when your love
kept me safe
through the night
All the time
I was sure
you were mine
and before time
demands our goodbye
Can you sing me
a last lullaby?
It's been a while
since I last dreamt
barely remember
what it's like to dream
Finding it hard
to get to sleep
too stressed
and there ain't anyone
to sing a lullaby to me
Pretend s**t
doesn't get to me
and I suffer in silence
when I'm hurting
A man's problems
are his own
and it's my burden
Tossing and turning
tryna get to sleep
but I find it hard
to switch off
when my mind's working
I ponder on things
I shouldn't bother with
off the rails
my train of thought's
wandering
Sick of pretending
to be so happy
all the while my
anxiety's away at me
my skin crawls
I look up to the sky and
it falls the walls close in
and it's as if all the good
in my life disappears
in an instant
happiness is so distant
So seeing the ones
who I love
the ones who love me
but I don't wanna tell 'em
how I feel in case
they judge me it's just me
Wish I could let
somebody in
but I ain't never
been too trusting
All the times
I have laid in your life
when your love
kept me safe
through the night
All the time
I was sure
you were mine
and before time
demands our goodbye
Can you sing me
a last lullaby?
Ooh yeah oooh
Oh, oh-oh, oh, ooh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh yeah, yeah
Oh, oh-oh, oh, ooh
Oh, oh, oh-oh
Oh, oh, oh
I've barely had any sleep
when I get up
sick of all of these
nightmares and
these night terrors
Like it's only when I'm
leathered that
I sleep better
might sleep better
when I get up I'm weak
It just makes my day
harder I wonder if
it would've been
any different if I had
a father that I knew
Could it have helped
shape the way that I
grew but the point of
things I never have went
from being a reason for
the things that I do
To just being an excuse
that I'd use
I've gotta take
responsibility for
the things I do
find something other
than negativity for my fuel
But I feed off it
even when I don't
seem bothered
I hide everything
that's going on inside
Guess it's been a while
since I've been honest
I need help
but I deny it and even lie
to myself like I'm fine
All the times
I have laid in your life
when your love
kept me safe
through the night
All the time
I was sure
you were mine
and before time
demands our goodbye
Can you sing me
a last lullaby?
I just wish someone
would tell me
it would be OK
but pessimism leads me
to believe that it won't
To see even a glimmer
of hope in the darkness
is hard and depression
is a slippery slope
I don't wanna do
what my dad did
with a rope though
so I carry on even
though it's hard to
The only thing that's
definite is death and
things always change
as long as you give 'em
a chance to
All the times
I have laid in your life
when your love
kept me safe
through the night
All the time
I was sure
you were mine
and before time
demands our goodbye
Can you sing me
a last lullaby?
Ooh yeah oooh
Oh, oh-oh, oh, ooh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh yeah, yeah
Oh, oh-oh, oh, ooh
Oh, oh, oh-oh
Oh, oh, oh
All the times
I have laid in your life
when your love
kept me safe
through the night
All the time
I was sure
you were mine
and before time
demands our goodbye
Will you sing me
a last lullaby?