I'm dead but I'm living
I play the part I've been given
Still kicked out of heaven
I'm into nothing new
Every day is a battle
I made a deal with the devil
and now I'm deep into trouble
So tired I was trying to find a better way
but every day's the same
I'm trying to break the numbness and it's driving me insane
You could be my savior
you could be just what I need
so I lay down and pray for something better
Go ahead and leave me paraly-yzed
There's nothing left to sacrifi-ice
In hell I'm shooting paradi-i-ise
I'm ready so I'll close my eye-e-es
This is my paradise
This is my paradise
It's gonna hurt but I'm ready
It's clear where I'm heading
Don't call paramedics
I'm into nothing new
I'll be gone in a minute
I'm not afraid to admit it
So wrong but I love it
So tired I was trying to find a better way
but every day's the same
I'm trying to break the numbness and it's driving me insane
You could be my savior
you could be just what I need
so I lay down and pray for something better
Go ahead and leave me paraly-yzed
There's nothing left to sacrifi-ice
In hell I'm shooting paradi-i-ise
I'm ready so I'll close my eye-e-es
This is my paradise
This is my paradise
I made a deal with the devil
Every day is a battle
Every day is a battle
This is my paradise
I made a deal with the devil
Every day is a battle
Every day is a battle
This is my paradise
This is my paradise
This is my paradise
This is my paradise