Sitting here stressing
at two-thirty a.m.
About how fast
the year can go
I wonder where
it went
If we start all
over again,
would it really work
I know that
the year could be
could be coming
back to me
There's no vice but
the thoughts of him
Traumatised
I'm so scared
of it
Wanna stop thinking
Gotta get to sleep
Gotta wake up fresh
Get on my feet
Push the thought
of you away
Do it today
I'm older than
my years
Drowning in
my tears
Surrounded by
the fears
Since you went
away a year ago
At Christmas
You locked away
your secrets
Kept them away
from me
I only came
to say goodbye
and now you
finally see
You wanna start
all over again
Make it work
this time
But I don't wanna
end up feeling
far away from fine
I memorised what
you said to me
So surprised it
was hell to be
So frustrated
with the way
we were but
not a single word
can make it work
Now look at
us today
We blew it away
I'm older than
my years
Drowning in
my tears
Surrounded by
the fears
Since you went
away a year ago
At Christmas
I'm older than
my years
Drowning in
my tears
Surrounded by
the fears
Since you went
away a year ago
At Christmas
Last year
Last year
Last year
Last year
At Christmas
At Christmas
At Christmas
I'm older than
my years