I hear you talk
about your family life
I wish I knew
just what that means
I guess my mother
never loved my dad
And now I wear it
on my sleeve
My sister called me
just the other day
It felt so good
to hear her voice
My problem is
I don't have much to say
I guess
she doesn't have a choice
and I'm sorry
Look at me
I'm so pathetic
I can't believe
I'm just an addict
I never needed anyone
to help me
I'm begging you
To please come save me
from myself
Save me from my
My mother's always tried
to change herself
She never learned
to let things be
She doesn't know
how bad she messed me up
'Cause now she seems
so fake to me
But I love her
Look at me
I'm so pathetic
I can't believe
I'm just an addict
I never needed anyone
to help me
I'm begging you
To please come save me
from myself
Save me from myself
If you push me
then I won't fall
I've been programmed
to take it all
And shove it
way down inside
Like my father
like my father
I'm so pathetic
I can't believe
I'm just an addict
I try to be
I'm failing at it
Life to me
Is just a habit
I hear you talk
about your family life
I wish I knew
just what that means