Oh
I'll never kill myself
to save my soul
I was gone
but how was I to know
I didn't come this far
to sink so low
I'm finally holding on
to letting go
I'm finally holding on
to letting go
I'm finally holding on
to letting go
I'm just weathering
a rough patch
another villain
with an itch to scratch
Denial is the darkest
when you live in a hole
why does the hell
make you feel so cold
Make a move
and you pay for it
pick a lord
and you pray to it
You're so demanding
when you want the truth
but your stories
don't read for me
Oh
I'll never kill myself
to save my soul
I was gone
but how was I to know
I didn't come this far
to sink so low
I'm finally holding on
to letting go
Indecision overload
keep a buckle
on the devil and
your eyes on the road
Reaching out
for the hand of God
but did you think
you'd shake your own
This killing field
is all grown over
the motherfucker
wants it wild
Go sow your oats
in alphabetical order
the anti-antagonist
is back in style
Cannot see straight
one sin too late
you gotta lie
if you wanna believe
but your bibles
don't work on me
Oh
I'll never kill myself
to save my soul
I was gone
but how was I to know
I didn't come this far
to sink so low
I'm finally holding on
to letting
go
Did you think
you could win
and fill me in
did you think
you could do it again
I'm not your sin
I was all that you
wanted and more
but you didn't want me
I was more than you
thought I could be
so I'm setting you free
I'm setting you free
You've killed
the saint in me
how dare you martyr me
you've killed
the saint in me
Oh
I'll never kill myself
to save my soul
I was gone
but how was I to know
I didn't come this far
to sink so low
I'm finally holding on
to letting go
You've killed
the saint in me
how dare you martyr me
you've killed
the saint in me
how dare you martyr me