Given up
On givin' up slowly
I'm blendin' in
So you won't even know me
Apart from this whole world
That shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention
Is my one last shot at redemption
Because I know to live
You must give your life away
And I've been housing
All this doubt and insecurity
And I've been locked
Inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death ofme
And even though there's no way
Of knowing where to go
Promise I'm going
Because I gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut
That I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you
To be my escape
I'm giving up
On doing this alone now
'Cause I've failed
And I'm ready to be shown how
He's told me the way
And I'm tryin' to get there
And this life sentence
That I'm serving
I admit that
I'm every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace
Is that it makes life not fair
'Cause I've been housing
All this doubt and insecurity
And I've been locked
Inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way
In knowin' where to go
Promise I'm going
Because I gotta get outta here
'Cause I'm afraid
That this complacency
Is something I can't shake yeah
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you
To be my escape
I am a hostage
To my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live
In this mess I've made
And all I'm askin' is for you
To do what you can with me
But I can't ask you
To give what you already gave
'Cause I've been housing
All this doubt and insecurity
And I've been locked
Inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death ofme
And even though there's no way
In knowin' where to go
Promise I'm going
Because I've gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut
That I fell into by mistake
I've gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you
To be my escape
I fought you for so long
I shoulda let you in
Oh how we regret
Those things we do
And all I was tryin' to do
Was save my own skin
But so were you
So were you