I remember
the family PC
There was snow
in the hallways
there was blood
on my teeth
Growing blind
to the butterflies
around me
knowing I'd remember it
accurately
Like a joke I swear
that I wrote
I know I'm not alone
in wondering
The vertigo
of tryna get close
to who I was
before remembering
And I want it
to be wrong
when it's over
and done
Is there really
no happiness
without this feeling
Give me a drug
bottle your love
Is there really
no happiness
without you near me
It's so
Making love
to the memory
You'd think
I'd been chasing
the dragon
You'd been
watching me weep
Saying some things
are better left remembered
How's that help me
Well maybe it's my fault
'cause I'm so nostalgic
The sum of my habits
had you sharing my accent
And you're just like me
I feel like I trained you
I've been trying to change
but I don't know
how to change you
Oh-woah
Mm-mm-mm-mm
And I want it
to be wrong
when it's over
and done
Is there really
no happiness
without this feeling
Give me a drug
bottle your love
Is there really
no happiness
without you near me
It's so
