Pushed head first
into the world
Just to be thrown
in the street
when you're dressed
like a girl
An angel in the snow
accident prone
You left your suitcase
by the bed
Like you needed to know
you could go
whenever you wanted
And I'm out on my feet
But I am still standing
At the top of the stairs
turning red
Pound for pound
in a prom dress
You try to make me afraid
We were both shining
Feeling indifferent
wearing black
Sometimes
I want you back
But not today
I found her
bleeding over the sink
But when you said sorry
You were looking at me
I can't remember
what I said
But I didn't mean it
I wasn't too young
to understand
I just didn't think
it was so bad
And it wasn't in a way
And now there is nothing
You're back to the ocean
burning red
I can't imagine you dead
But you are every day
Thank you for everything
Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
Ah ah ah