AS YOU PROMISED ME
THAT I WAS MORE
THAN ALL THE
MILES COMBINED
YOU MUST'VE HAD
YOURSELF A CHANGE
OF HEART LIKE HALFWAY
THROUGH THE DRIVE
BECAUSE YOUR VOICE
TRAILED OFF EXACTLY
AS YOU PASSED
MY EXIT SIGN
KEPT ON
DRIVIN' STRAIGHT
AND LEFT OUR
FUTURE TO THE RIGHT
NOW I AM
STUCK BETWEEN
MY ANGER AND
THE BLAME THAT
I CAN'T FACE
MEMORIES ARE SOMETHIN'
EVEN SMOKING WEED
DOES NOT REPLACE
AND I AM TERRIFIED
OF WEATHER 'CAUSE
I SEE YOU
WHEN IT RAINS
DOC TOLD ME
TO TRAVEL
BUT THERE'S COVID
ON THE PLANES
AND I LOVE VERMONT
BUT IT'S THE
SEASON OF THE STICKS
AND I SAW YOUR MOM
SHE FORGOT
THAT I EXISTED
AND IT'S
HALF MY FAULT
BUT I JUST LIKE
TO PLAY THE VICTIM
I'LL DRINK ALCOHOL
'TIL MY FRIENDS
COME HOME
FOR CHRISTMAS
AND I'LL DREAM
EACH NIGHT OF
SOME VERSION OF YOU
THAT I MIGHT
NOT HAVE
BUT I DID NOT LOSE
NOW YOU'RE
TIRE TRACKS
AND ONE
PAIR OF SHOES
AND I'M
SPLIT IN HALF
BUT THAT'LL
HAVE TO DO
SO I THOUGHT THAT
IF I PILED SOMETHING
GOOD ON ALL MY BAD
THAT I COULD CANCEL
OUT THE DARKNESS
I INHERITED
FROM DAD
NO I AM NO
LONGER FUNNY
'CAUSE I MISS
THE WAY YOU LAUGH
YOU ONCE CALLED
ME FOREVER
NOW YOU STILL
CAN'T CALL ME BACK
AND I LOVE VERMONT
BUT IT'S THE
SEASON OF THE STICKS
AND I SAW YOUR MOM
SHE FORGOT
THAT I EXISTED
AND IT'S
HALF MY FAULT
BUT I JUST LIKE
TO PLAY THE VICTIM
I'LL DRINK ALCOHOL
'TIL MY FRIENDS
COME HOME
FOR CHRISTMAS
AND I'LL DREAM
EACH NIGHT OF
SOME VERSION OF YOU
THAT I MIGHT
NOT HAVE
BUT I DID NOT LOSE
NOW YOU'RE
TIRE TRACKS
AND ONE
PAIR OF SHOES
AND I'M
SPLIT IN HALF
BUT THAT'LL
HAVE TO DO
OH THAT'LL
HAVE TO DO
MY OTHER HALF
WAS YOU
I HOPE THIS PAIN'S
JUST PASSIN' THROUGH
BUT I DOUBT IT
AND I LOVE VERMONT
BUT IT'S THE
SEASON OF THE STICKS
AND I SAW YOUR MOM
SHE FORGOT
THAT I EXISTED
AND IT'S
HALF MY FAULT
BUT I JUST LIKE
TO PLAY THE VICTIM
I'LL DRINK ALCOHOL
'TIL MY FRIENDS
COME HOME
FOR CHRISTMAS
AND I'LL DREAM
EACH NIGHT OF
SOME VERSION OF YOU
THAT I MIGHT
NOT HAVE
BUT I DID NOT LOSE
NOW YOU'RE
TIRE TRACKS
AND ONE
PAIR OF SHOES
AND I'M
SPLIT IN HALF
BUT THAT'LL
HAVE TO DO
HAVE TO DO