If steady feels like this
I got it all wrong
'Cause all the good days
get taken away
When my head turns on
If steady goes like this
Then why do I feel
Like I'm on my knees
screaming for peace
Like it's no big deal
Is this just the way
it's supposed to be uh
Why's everybody
happier than me
I've been wearing
these losses too long
I price 'em out
like diamonds
it's a problem
It's so hard to feel good
when I'm numb
I just wanna feel
good enough good enough
But what the hell's
good enough good enough
How can I see roses
and only feel thorns
It never makes sense
when everyone says
that the world is yours
I guess maybe I'm broken
or maybe I'm torn
On who I once was
who I wanna be
and how I was born
I've been wearing
these losses too long
I price 'em out
like diamonds
it's a problem
It's so hard to feel good
when I'm numb
I just wanna feel
good enough good enough
But what the hell's
good enough good enough
I don't know
how to be who I am
Steady grounds never
been my best friend
I don't know
how to let myself win
Feels like I'm living
in quicksand
I don't know
how to be who I am
I know I've never
been my best friend
I don't know
how to watch myself win
When a loser's
all I've been
If steady feels
like this yeah
If steady goes
like this then
I've been wearing
these losses too long
I price 'em out
like diamonds
it's a problem
It's so hard to feel good
when I'm numb
I just wanna feel
good enough good enough
But what the fuck's
good enough good enough
I don't know
how to be who I am
I know I've never
been my best friend
I don't know
how to watch myself win
When a loser's
all I've been
How can I see roses
and only feel thorns
How can I see roses