Memories consume
like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
the battles always choose
'Cause inside
I realize that
I'm the one confused
I don't know
what's worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I don't know why
I instigate and
say what I don't mean
I don't know how
I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch
my breath again
I hurt much more
than any time before
I had no options left again
I don't want to be the one
the battles always choose
'Cause inside
I realize that
I'm the one confused
I don't know
what's worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I don't know why
I instigate and
say what I don't mean
I don't know how
I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know
what's worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how
I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
tonight