I been on the low
I been takin' my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I been on the low
I been takin' my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today
I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die
And let me tell you why
All this other **** I'm talkin'
'bout they think they know it
I've been prayin' for somebody
to save me no one's heroic
And my life don't even matter
I know it I know it
I know I'm hurtin' deep down
But can't show it
I never had a place to
call my own
I never had a home
Ain't nobody callin' my phone
Where you been where you at
What's on your mind
They say every life precious
But nobody care about mine
I been on the low
I been takin' my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I been on the low
I been takin' my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today
I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die
And let me tell you why
It's the very first breath
When your head's been
drownin' underwater
And it's the lightness in the air
When you're there
chest to chest with the lover
It's holdin' on
though the road's long
And seein' light
in the darkest things
And when you stare at
your reflection
Finally knowin' who it is I know
that you'll thank God you did
I know where you been
where you are where you goin'
I know you're the reason
I believe in life
What's the day without a
little night
I'm just try-na shed a
little light
It can be hard
It can be so hard
But you gotta live right now
You got everything to give
right now
I been on the low
I been takin' my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I been on the low
I been takin' my time
I feel like I'm out of my mind
It feel like my life ain't mine
I finally wanna be alive
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die today
I don't wanna die
I finally wanna be alive
I finally wanna be alive
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
No no
I just wanna live
I just wanna live
Pain don't hurt the same I know
The lane I travel feels alone
But I'm movin' 'til my
legs give out
And I see my tears melt
in the snow
But I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna cry anymore
I wanna feel alive
I don't even wanna
die anymore
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't even wanna
die anymore