I sit in parks
It breaks my heart
'Cause I see just how far I am
from the things that I want
Dad brought the picnic
Mom brought the sunscreen
Two kids are laughin' and
cryin' on red swings
We look about the
same age
But we don't have
same Saturdays
Did I miss it
By now is it
A lucid dream
Is it my fault
For chasin' things
A body clock
Doesn't wait for
I did the d*mn tour
It's what I wanted
What I got
I spun around
And then I stopped
And wonder
if I missed the mark
So I sit in parks
Sunglasses dark
And I hit the vape hallucinate
A nursery with Noah's Ark
They lay on a blanket
And godd*mn it
He loves her
I wonder if she wants
my freedom
Like I wanna be
a mother
But Rolling Stone says
I'm on the right road
So I refill my Lexapro
Thinkin'
Did I miss it
By now is it
A lucid dream
Is it my fault
For chasin' things
A body clock
Doesn't wait for
I did the d*mn tour
It's what I wanted
What I got
I spun around
And then I stopped
And wonder
if I missed the mark
Mm mm
Mm mm
So I sit in parks
Checkin' bench marks
Tarryn's due in June
The album's due in March