Wake up
Morning set in motion
for me
Clear-cut
Put on the emotion
guaranteed
And when they drag me
by my feet
Pick me up and
march me to the beat
Make me complete
I'm miles above the street
Staring as I pass me by
my self-deceit
And I breathe
Nothing but a shadow
it seems
Caught up in routine
Can they see the person
beneath
The days go by
so uniformly
Tightly controlled
and determined for me yeah
Showered in fame
my fans adore me
Only way to fuck it up
is to be boring
I don't get the messages
they don't come to me
Everything that I can say
is spoken for me yeah
Get up
Afternoon is nauseous
again
Get fucked
God I'm so pathetic
And when I rip you
out my chest
won't you realize
you're just obsessed
A fraud at best
Drain the blood
from this abscess
Watch me as I
eat my heart out
dispossessed
But I breathe
Something's got me doubting
it seems
Am I anything
Am I even a person
beneath
The daze of blood stains
cruel and gory
Visions of violence
are overpowering yeah
Puking my guts out
almost hourly
Shaving off the numbers
of this fucking body
I can't read the messages
they come so quickly
Please I'm begging anybody
come and save me
I don't get the messages
they don't come to me
Everything that I can say
is spoken for me yeah
I could be a friend or
I could be a foe
You make the decision
and that's all I know oh
I could be a sinner
I could be a saint
Perfectly devoid
of anything I ain't
I could be a martyr
I could be a cause
I can be whatever
everybody wants oh
I could be a canvas
I could be a doll
I don't think I'm even
something real at all
I could be a woman
I could be a man
Look into the mirror
tell me what I am oh
I could be a difference
I could be the same
Try to give me meaning
it's a losing game oh
I could go to heaven
I could go to hell
Does it even matter
I could never tell oh
Maybe I am nothing
maybe I am all
Baby make me something
'fore I get that call 'cause
I can't hear the messages
they just don't let me
I can't bear the solitary
don't forget me
I can't read the messages
they come so slowly
I don't know a single thing
and I'm so lonely
I don't get the messages
they don't come to me
Everything that I can say
is spoken for me yeah