I love you
I hate you
I'm on the fence
It all depends
whether I'm up I'm down
I'm on the mend transcending
all reality
I like you
despise you
admire you
What are we gonna do
when everything
all falls through
I must confess
I've made a mess
of what should be
a small success
But I digress
at least I've tried
my very best I guess
This that the other
Why even bother
It won't be with me
on my deathbed
but I'll still be
in your head
Put me on a pedestal
and I'll only disappoint you
Tell me I'm exceptional
I promise to exploit you
Give me all your money
and I'll make some origami honey
I think you're a joke
but I don't find
you very funny
My internal monologue
is saturated analog
It's scratched and drifting
I've become attached to the idea
It's all a shifting dream
bittersweet philosophy
I've got no idea
how I even got here
I'm resentful
I'm having an existential
time crisis
What bliss
Daylight savings
won't fix this mess
Under-worked
and over-sexed
I must express
my disinterest
The rats are back
inside my head
what would Freud
have said
Put me on a pedestal
and I'll only disappoint you
Tell me I'm exceptional
I promise to exploit you
Give me all your money
and I'll make some origami honey
I think you're a joke
but I don't find
you very funny
I wanna wash out
my head
with turpentine
and cyanide
I dislike
this internal diatribe
when I try to catch your eye
I hate seeing you crying
in the kitchen
I don't know why
it affects me like this
when you're not even mine
to consider
Erroneous harmonious
I'm hardly sanctimonious
Dirty clothes
I suppose
we all outgrow ourselves
I'm a fake
I'm a phony
I'm awake
I'm alone
I'm homely
I'm a Scorpio
Put me on a pedestal
and I'll only disappoint you
Tell me I'm exceptional
I promise to exploit you
Give me all your money
and I'll make some origami honey
I think you're a joke
but I don't find you
very funny
Put me on a pedestal
and I'll only disappoint you
Tell me I'm exceptional
I promise to exploit you
Give me all your money
and I'll make some origami honey
I think you're a joke
but I don't find you
very funny