I don't wanna share
this space
I don't wanna force
a smile
This one girl taps
my insecurities
Don't know if it's real
or if I'm spiraling
One voice tells me
that they laugh
George says
I'm just paranoid
Says he just don't see it
he's so naive
I'm embarrassed to have it
but need the sympathy
'Cause I couldn't even
be her if I tried
I'm opposite
I'm on the other side
I feel all these feelings
I can't control
Oh no don't know why
All this sympathy
is just a knife
Why I can't even grit
my teeth and lie
I feel all these feelings
I can't control
Oh no don't know
Why I wanna buy a gun
Why I wanna shoot myself
Volatile at war
with my dialogue
I'd say that there
was a God if they
could stop this
Wild voice
tearing me apart
I'm so apprehensive now
Don't wanna see
her backstage
at my boyfriend's show
Fingers crossed behind
my back I hope they
break up quick
'Cause I couldn't even
be her if I tried
I'm opposite
I'm on the other side
I feel all these feelings
I can't control
Oh no don't know why
All this sympathy
is just a knife
Why I can't even grit
my teeth and lie
I feel all these feelings
I can't control
All this sympathy
is just a knife
All this sympathy
is just a lie
All this sympathy
is just a knife
Yeah all this sympathy
is just a lie
Oh no oh no
Why is all this sympathy
a fucking knife
Yeah all this sympathy
is just a lie
Couldn't even be her
if I tried
Oh no oh no