He helped me change a tire
in the Citgo parkin' lot
He said we both could
use a beer
And I said **** why not
What started out as one night
turned to six months
just like that
He never had a ring on
So I never thought to ask
But then last night
I saw a message on his phone
That said hey babe
What time you comin' home
I never wanted to be that girl
I never wanted to hate myself
I thought this kind of lonely
only happens
to somebody else
Bein' the other one
when there's another one
God this feels like ****
Thought I knew who I was
But it's gettin' hard to tell
I never wanted to be that girl
I heard about those women
who didn't have a clue
The ones that made excuses
like my mama used to do
And he jumps in the shower
just as soon as he gets home
And I spend half an hour
goin' through his phone
I never wanted to be that girl
I never wanted to hate myself
I thought this kind of lonely
only happens
to somebody else
Bein' the other one
when there's another one
God this feels like ****
I thought I knew who I was
But it's gettin' hard to tell
I never wanted to be that girl
Oh and I feel stupid
I feel cheap
I feel used
I feel weak
I never wanted to be that girl
I never wanted to hate myself
I thought this kind of lonely
only happens
to somebody else
Bein' the other one
when there's another one
God this feels like ****
I thought I knew who I was
But it's gettin' hard to tell
I never wanted to be
I never wanted to be that girl
I never wanted to be that girl