I HAVE TO BLOCK
OUT THOUGHTS
OF YOU SO I DON'T
LOSE MY HEAD
THEY'RE CRAWLING
LIKE A COCKROACH
LEAVING BABIES
IN MY BED
DROPPING LITTLE
REELS OF TAPE
TO REMIND ME THAT
I'M ALONE
PLAYING MOVIES
IN MY HEAD THAT
MAKE A PORNO
FEEL LIKE HOME
THERE'S A BURNING
IN MY PRIDE
A NERVOUS BLEEDING
IN MY BRAIN
AN OUNCE OF
PEACE IS ALL
I WANT FOR YOU
WILL YOU NEVER
CALL AGAIN
AND WILL YOU
NEVER SAY
THAT YOU LOVE ME
JUST TO PUT IT
IN MY FACE
AND WILL YOU
NEVER TRY TO REACH ME
IT IS I THAT
WANTED SPACE
TODAY
HATE ME TOMORROW
HATE ME SO
YOU CAN FINALLY
SEE WHAT'S GOOD
FOR YOU
I'M SOBER NOW
FOR THREE WHOLE
MONTHS IT'S AN
ACCOMPLISHMENT
THAT YOU HELPED
ME WITH
THE ONE THING
THAT ALWAYS TORE
US APART IS THE
ONE THING THAT
I WON'T TOUCH AGAIN
IN MY SICK WAY
I WANT TO THANK
YOU FOR HOLDING
MY HEAD UP LATE
AT NIGHT
WHILE I WAS
BUSY WAGING
WARS ON MYSELF
YOU WERE TRYING TO
STOP THE FIGHT
YOU NEVER
DOUBTED MY
WARPED OPINIONS
ON THINGS LIKE
SUICIDAL HATE
YOU MADE ME
COMPLIMENT MYSELF
WHEN IT WAS WAY
TOO HARD TO TAKE
SO I'LL DRIVE SO
****** FAR AWAY
THAT I NEVER CROSS
YOUR MIND
AND DO WHATEVER IT
TAKES IN YOUR HEART
TO LEAVE ME BEHIND
TODAY
HATE ME TOMORROW
HATE ME FOR ALL
THE THINGS
I DIDN'T DO
FOR YOU
HATE ME IN WAYS
YEAH WAYS HARD
TO SWALLOW
HATE ME SO
YOU CAN FINALLY
SEE WHAT'S GOOD
FOR YOU
AND WITH A SAD
HEART I SAY BYE
TO YOU AND WAVE
KICKING SHADOWS
ON THE STREET
FOR EVERY MISTAKE
THAT I HAD MADE
AND LIKE A BABY BOY
I NEVER WAS A MAN
UNTIL I SAW YOUR
BLUE EYES CRYING
AND I HELD YOUR
FACE IN MY HAND
AND THEN I FELL
DOWN YELLING
MAKE IT GO AWAY
JUST MAKE A
SMILE COME BACK
AND SHINE JUST
LIKE IT USED TO BE
AND THEN
SHE WHISPERED
HOW CAN YOU
DO THIS TO ME
HATE ME TODAY
HATE ME TOMORROW
HATE ME FOR ALL
THE THINGS
I DIDN'T DO
FOR YOU
HATE ME IN WAYS
YEAH WAYS HARD
TO SWALLOW
HATE ME SO
YOU CAN FINALLY
SEE WHAT'S GOOD
FOR YOU