Dear Matthew
I like you a lot
I realize you're
In a relationship
With someone
Right now
And I... respect that
I'd like you
To know that if
You're ever single
In the future
And you want to
Come visit me
In California
I could be...
Open to spending
Time with you
And finding out
How old you were
When you wrote
Your first song
Dear Jonathan
I liked you
Too much
I used to be
Attracted to boys
Who would lie to me
And think solely
About themselves
And you were...
Plenty self destructive
For my taste
At the time
I used to say
''The more tragic
The better!''
The truth is
Whenever I think of
The early nineties
Your face comes up
With a vengeance
Like it was yesterday
Dear Terrance
I love you muchly
You've been nothin'
But open hearted and
Emotionally available
And supportive and...
And nurturing
Come some ugly
There for me
I kept drawin' you in
And pushing you away
I remember how
Beautiful it was to
Fall asleep on
Your couch and
Cry in front of you
For the first time
You were
The best platform
From which to jump
Beyond myself
What was wrong
With me?...
Dear Marcus
You rock my world!
You had a charismatic
Way about you
With the women
And you got me
Seriously thinking
About spirituality
And you wouldn't
Let me get away with
Kicking my own ass
But I could never
Really feel relaxed
And let it fall
Around you go
And that stopped us
From going any
Further than we did
And it's kind of
Too bad 'cause
We could have had
Much more fun
Dear Lou
We learned so much
I realize we won't
Be able to talk
For some time
And I understand that
As I do you
The long distance
Thing was the hardest
And we did as well
As we could
We were together
During a very
Tumultuous time
In our lives
I will always
Have you back
And be curious
About you
About your career
Your whereabouts...