I... only wanted
to have fun
learning to fly
learning to run
I let my heart
decide the way
when I... was young
Deep down I must have
always known that this
would be inevitable
to earn my stripes
I'd have to pay
and bear my soul
I know I'm not
the only one
Who regrets the things
they've done
sometimes I just feel
it's only me who can't
stand the reflection
that they see
I wish I could live
a little more
look up to the sky
not just the floor
I feel like my life
is flashing by
and all I can do
is watch and cry
I miss the air
I miss my friends
I miss my mother
I miss it when
Life was a party
to be thrown
but that was
a million years ago
When I... walk around
all of the streets
where I grew up
and found my feet
They can't look
me in the eye
it's like they're
scared of me
I try to think
of things to say
like a joke
or a memory
But they don't
recognise me now
in the light of day
I know I'm not
the only one
Who regrets the things
they've done
sometimes I just feel
it's only me
who never became who
they thought they'd be
I wish I could
live a little more
look up to the sky
not just the floor
I feel like my life
is flashing by
and all I can do
is watch and cry
I miss the air
I miss my friends
I miss my mother
I miss it when
Life was a party
to be thrown
but that was
a million years ago
a million years ago