I drove by all the places
we used to hang out
getting wasted
I thought about
our last kiss
how it felt
the way you tasted
And even though
your friends tell me
youre doing fine
Are you somewhere
feeling lonely
even though
hes right beside you?
When he says those
words that hurt you
do you read
the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start
to wonder
was it just a lie?
If what we had was real
how could you be fine?
Cause Im not fine at all
I remember the day
you told me
you were leaving
I remember the makeup
running down your face
And the dreams
you left behind
you didnt need them
like every single wish
we ever made
I wish that I could
wake up with amnesia
And forget about
the stupid little things
Like the way it felt
to fall asleep
next to you
and the memories
I never can escape
Cause Im not fine at all
The pictures that
you sent me
theyre still living
in my phone
I'll admit I like
to see them
I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends
keep asking
why Im not around
It hurts to know
youre happy
yeah it hurts
that youve moved on
Its hard to hear
your name
when I havent
seen you in so long
Its like we
never happened
was it just a lie?
If what we had was real
how could you be fine?
Cause Im not fine at all
I remember the day
you told me
you were leaving
I remember the makeup
running down your face
And the dreams
you left behind
you didnt need them
like every single wish
we ever made
I wish that I could
wake up with amnesia
And forget about
the stupid little things
Like the way it felt
to fall asleep
next to you
and the memories
I never can escape
If today I woke up
with you
right beside me
Like all of this
was just some
twisted dream
Id hold you closer
than I ever did before
and youd never
slip away
And youd never
hear me say
I remember the day
you told me
you were leaving
I remember the makeup
running down your face
And the dreams
you left behind
you didnt need them
like every single wish
we ever made
I wish that I could
wake up with amnesia
And forget about
the stupid little things
Like the way it felt
to fall asleep
next to you
and the memories
I never can escape
'Cause Im not fine at all
No I'm really
not fine at all
And tell me
this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really
not fine at all