R.I.P. to my youth
And you could call this the
funeral
I'm just tellin' the truth
And you can play this at my
funeral
Wrap me up in Chanel
inside my coffin
Might go to H*ll
And there ain't no stoppin'
Might be a sinner
And I might be a saint
I'd like to be proud
But somehow I'm ashamed
Sweet little baby
in a world full of pain
I gotta be honest
I don't know if I could take it
Everybody's talkin'
But what's anybody saying
Mama said if I really want it
Then I can change it yeah
R.I.P. to my youth
If you really listen
Then this is to you
Mama there is only so much
I can do
Tough for you to witness
But it was for me too
I'm using white lighters to see
what's in front of me
R.I.P. to my youth
And you could call this the
funeral
I'm just tellin' the truth yeah
You can play this at my funeral
Tell my sister don't cry
And don't be sad
I'm in paradise with Dad
Close my eyes
And then cross my arms
Put me in the dirt
Let me dream with the stars
Throw me in a box
with the oxygen off
You gave me the key
And you locked every lock
When I can't breathe
I won't ask you to stop
When I can't breathe
Don't call for a cop
I was naive
And hopeful and lost
Now I'm aware
And trapped in my thoughts wo
What do I do
What do I do
I don't believe it
if I don't keep proof
I don't believe it
if I don't know you
I don't believe it
if it's on the news
or on the internet
I need a cigarette
I'm using white lighters to see
what's in front of me
I'm using white lighters to see
R.I.P. to my youth
And you could call this the
funeral
I'm just tellin' the truth
And you can play this at my
funeral
Tell my sister don't cry
And don't be sad
I'm in paradise with Dad
Close my eyes
And then cross my arms
Put me in the dirt
Let me be with the stars
I'm using white lighters to see
what's in front of me
I'm using white lighters to see
what's in front of me