I try to be the one
that everybody loves
Where has that
gotten me
I tear myself
to shreds to prove
that I'm someone
That I could
never be
And these unsightly marks
define me
So help me
Please someone
come quick
I think
I am losing it
Forgive me
I inherited this
From a stranger
I'll never miss
I'm sick
My father taught me
first-hand
how to be set free
Give up
and run away
I wish I could
drain out
his half of blood in me
But I'd still have
his face
I curse reflections
every day
So help me
Please someone
come quick
I think
I am losing it
Forgive me
I inherited this
From a stranger
I'll never miss
Here is my own
family tradition
Following footsteps
into addiction
So is there a way
That I can find peace
while still numbing
my pain
Is this my fate
Because your only son
still can't seem
to find his way
Help me
Please someone
come quick
I think
I am losing it
Forgive me
I inherited this
From a stranger
I'll never miss
So father
where the hell
are you now
I think
that you would
be proud
Of your son
who so unluckily
Fell right next
to the tree
I hope
you're proud of me
I hope
you're proud