When I look you
in the light
something deep
inside me dies
'Cause I know
you won't get
better, better, better
you'd rather be right
than be loved
The only thing
I've understood
nothing's ever
good enough
I stumble through
the words as
they're leaving me
Tremble at the sight
of Your Majesty
and I cut myself
just to get them out
This time I'll be different
I promise you
This time I'll be special
you know I will
Just don't leave
with me in your eyes
This time I'll be better
I want you to know
This time I'll be special
oh God make it so
Just don't leave
with me in your eyes
your eyes, your eyes
You took my youth
You took my health
and if you're not here
I find myself
You're supposed
to make this better
better, better
No self-control
and no reason why
and if I don't change
then we both die
this is it for you and I..
Blisters at the end
of my fingertips
Praying to a God
I don't think exists
Will you listen now?
Can you forgive me
somehow?
This time I'll be different
I promise you
This time I'll be special
you know I will
Just don't leave with
me in your eyes
This time I'll be better
I want you to know
This time I'll be special
oh God make it so
Just don't leave
with me in your eyes
your eyes, your eyes
Closer now
till the end
if love was the answer
then hope was
the question
Closer now
let's pretend
we've never been
out here befo......re
This time I'll be different
I promise you
This time I'll be special
you know I will
Don't leave with
me in your eyes
This time I'll be better
I want you to know
This time I'll be special
oh God make it so
Just don't leave
with me in your eyes
your eyes, your eyes