I watched the proverbial sunrise
Comin' up over the Pacific and
You might think
I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away
From the specifics
'Cause I don't want you
To know where I am
'Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state
lt's ever been this is no place
To try and live my life
'Cause that's exactly
Where I lost it
Well I never shoulda crossed it
Well I never shoulda said that
lt's the very moment that I
Wish that I could take back
I'm sorry for
The person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long
For me to change
I'm ready to make sure
I never become that way again
Cuz who I can makes who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
I talked to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside
Have finally begun
To create so much pressure
That I'll soon blow up then
I heard
The reverberating footsteps
Synchin' up to
The beatin' of my heart
And I was positive that unless
I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart
And I can't let that happen again
'Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state
lt's ever been this is no place
To try and live my life
'Cause that's exactly
Where I lost it
Well I never shoulda crossed it
Well I never shoulda said that
lt's the very moment that I
Wish that I could take back
I'm sorry
For the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long
For me to change
I'm ready to make sure
I never become that way again
'Cause who I am
Hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the
Second chance you gave me
Who I am hates who I've been
'Cause who I've been
Only ever made me
Sorry for the person I became
So sorry that it took so long
For me to change
I'm ready to make sure
I never become that way again
'Cause who I am
Hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been