I've tried to hide
a certain side of me
Closed eyes I'm tired
of this reality
I just wanna feel alive
I'm drifting in space
And when I'm falling
back to earth
I'll find out
if it hurts
Too many thoughts
inside my head
I guess I'm going
crazy instead
I meant all
of the things I said
I hope one day
you will understand
I feel I can't
just let it go again
And still time flies
and then it slows again
Can you guess
what I'm thinking 'bout
Oh I know she knows
'Cause I'm just
tryna figure out
If I'm meant to let go
I don't wanna know
if I'm losing control
I need to know
how to find my soul
I don't wanna know
if I'm losing control
I need to know
how to find my soul
Too many thoughts
inside my head
I guess I'm going
crazy instead
I meant all
of the things I said
I hope one day
you will understand