I'm running low
on serotonin
chemical imbalance
got me twisting things
stabilize with medicine
There's no depth
to these feelings
dig deep, can't hide
From the corners
of my mind
I'm terrified
of what's inside
I get
intrusive thoughts like
cutting my hands off
like jumping
in front of a bus
like
How do I make this stop
when it feels like
my therapist hates me
please don't
let me go crazy
Put me in a field
with daisies
might not work
but I'll take a maybe
Oh been breaking daily
but only me can save me
so I'm capitulating
crying like
a f**king baby
I don't wanna
miss it ba-da
I don't wanna be
sick ah-da I don't
la-ba-deh deh-ba-deh
brrrrah-la-da-da-da
I'm running low
on serotonin
chemical imbalance
got me twisting things
stabilize with medicine
But there's no depth
to these feelings
dig deep, can't hide
From the corners
of my mind
I'm terrified
of what's inside
I get
intrusive thoughts like
burning my hair off
like hurting
somebody I love
like
Does it ever really stop?
When there's control
I lose it
Incredibly impulsive
so scared I'm gonna
end up doing
something stupid
but I try to contain it
Oh it gets so draining
it's like my heart is failing
every night
I'm contemplating
My inner voice
is saying "tough"
so I try to brush it off
yeah I try to brush it off
I'm running low
on serotonin
chemical imbalance
got me twisting things
stabilize with medicine
But there's no depth
to these feelings
dig deep, can't hide
From the corners
of my mind
I'm terrified
of what's inside