Came from the past
yeah I lost my direction
Did something wrong now
I face the reflection
Voices in my head
couldn't stop the tension
I hurt you too
I see the disconnection
I was spinning
like a whirlwind
no control
My heart had more cracks
than I could hold
I used to wish
these nights would never end
Too numb to break
too broke to mend
I'm tryna find my way yeah
Lost in the night
but I still pray
Demons in my head
won't fade away
But I'm stronger
than yesterday
Baby I broke you I know it
Still you stayed
when I couldn't show it
Empty heart but
I'm gonna own it
Turn this pain into
something golden
Yeah I remember the nights
I was numb to the core
Fighting myself
couldn't take it no more
Looking the mirror
I barely could face
Too many demons
too little grace
I was down yeah
way below zero
Didn't feel human
didn't feel hero
People I loved
I pushed 'em away
Now I'm just praying
they'll hear what I say
No more excuses
I'm owning my past
That version of me
He ain't gonna last
Yeah I broke things
I wish I could mend
But I swear on my soul
I'm making amends
The storms in my mind
I'm calming 'em down
Used to drown in it all
but I'm healing now
Can't erase all the damage I made
But I'm choosing to rise
instead of decay
I prayed for you
in silence every night
While you were lost
I held the light
But baby I was breaking too
Still hoping
you'd break through
I'm tryna find my way yeah
Lost in the night
but I still pray
Demons in my head
won't fade away
But I'm stronger
than yesterday
Baby I broke you I know it
Still you stayed
when I couldn't show it
Empty heart but
I'm gonna own it
Turn this pain into
something golden
I'm not blaming the past
but I know where I've been
I carry the weight
of the silence within
When I see your face
I feel what I lost
But I see you now
and that gives me hope
Yeah I'm done hiding
in the shadows of shame
Done blaming the world
now I'm owning my name
Tired of bleeding
just to feel alive
Now I breathe different
I'm ready to thrive
I broke down
but I built me again
Every loss became
ink in my pen
Turned my pain to a rhythm
my guilt to a flow
Now I'm walking through
fire just to glow
I'm tryna find my way yeah
Lost in the night
but I still pray
Demons in my head
won't fade away
But I'm stronger
than yesterday
Baby we're broken we know it
Still we stayed
when we couldn't show it
Empty heart but
we're gonna own it
Turn this pain into
something golden
Turn this pain into
something golden