I drove by all the places
we used to hang out
gettin' wasted
I thought about our last kiss
How it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends
tell me you're doin' fine
Are you somewhere feelin'
lonely even though
he's right beside you
When he says those words
that hurt you do you
read the ones I wrote you
Sometimes I start to wonder
Was it just a lie
If what we had was real
How could you be fine
'Cause I'm not fine at a
I remember the day you
told me you were leavin'
I remember the make-up
runnin' down your face
And the dreams you left
behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish
we ever made
I wish that I could wake up
with amnesia
And forget about the stupid
little things
Like the way it felt to fall
asleep next to you
And the memories
I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
The pictures that you sent me
They're still livin' in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them
I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep
askin' why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy
Yeah it hurts that you've
moved on
It's hard to hear your name
when I haven't seen you
in so long
It's like we never happened
was it just a lie
If what we had was real
How could you be fine
'Cause I'm not fine at a
I remember the day you
told me you were leavin'
I remember the make-up
runnin' down your face
And the dreams you left
behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish
we ever made
I wish that I could wake up
with amnesia
And forget about the stupid
little things
Like the way it felt to fall
asleep next to you
And the memories
I never can escape
If today I woke up with you
right beside me
Like all of this was just
some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer
than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you
told me you were leavin'
I remember the make-up
runnin' down your face
And the dreams you left
behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish
we ever made
I wish that I could wake up
with amnesia
And forget about the stupid
little things
Like the way it felt to fall
asleep next to you
And the memories
I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all